Fear

As The Rain Pours Down

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Black-and-White-portrait-eyes-models-art-Fashion-women-light-bw-people-glamour-poses-various-Allure-moment-still-rain-lollipop-lonely-missing-yThe rain is falling outside and it feels as though it is permeating through my veins and swallowing me up in its relentless pouring.  It reminds me of fear, worry, and doubt that takes hold and refuses to listen to reason until you are drowning in it and swept away trying desperately to claw your way back to peace.  Satan will use any tool necessary to tear you apart from the love of the Holy Father.  

As the days blur into weeks and the weeks into months, you will continue to drown in the self doubting and fears until you cry out to the Father.  He will rescue you straight from the pit that is swimming inside of you and swallowing you whole.  He cannot help you until you ask.  He cannot make you come to Him.  You must reach out and cry to Him for He is the only One who can save you from the pain that has come over you.

My Father is my strength.  When the world around me feels as though it is caving in and I am suffocating with doubt, fear, pain, or worry, He is the only One that hears me without my saying a word.  He offers me His Words right in front of me in black and white – I need only to read them.  He offers me the words to say to others rather than using my own.  He hugs me when I don’t even recognize it.  He picks me up off my knees when I can’t stand up on my own and my legs are buckling beneath me.  He offers me the power in my soul to stand alone if I need to in His name.  He carries me in His arms when I feel like my feet will no longer carry me.  He wipes away every single tear that I need to cry and replaces it with hope and a reminder that I am His daughter and I matter.  I MATTER.  Satan would love for all of us to believe that we are just a no one in this world that has no power and jesus-carrying-cross 001makes no difference.  But Jesus was only one – and He made all the difference.  He gave us life.  He gave us the only life that matters – eternal life.  He let His body be ripped, torn, and He bled until He died while hanging on some old boards with rusty nails pulling His hands and feet down.  He did it for all of us – for ME.  

So while the rain falls and my Spirit threatens to fall with it, I will remember His love.  I will feel His power and take back from Satan what he threatens to take from me which is my peace and my strength.  I will raise my hands to Him and focus on His eyes that are forever on me watching, listening, and loving.  I will hold on to all of His promises and live for the day that He takes me home where there is no more pain, no more anger, no more judgments, no more fear, no more worry, no more sin.

Fall into His hands and let Him lead the way.  Don’t wake up for even one day not reminding yourself of the grace He gives us to always start fresh.  As the rain pours, let it wash you clean with only His love in your mind and soul.  He wants all of you – every broken and twisted part you have because He can make you whole.  What an amazing love He has for me, and I pray that I quit taking it for granted and do more for Him and for others.

“You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You.” Isaiah 26:3

“Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”  John 14:27

Blessings,

Melanie

Be The First

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Woman-tear-on-faceThere are people in this world who will try to drag you down, remind you of why you’re not good enough, and bring you to your knees in pain.  We wonder why.  We question ourselves.  We look in the mirror and find every fault they have pointed out multiplied a hundred times over.  Believers are just as guilty as the non-believers.  In fact, the guilt should go deeper if you have given your life to Jesus, for your responsibility to others should be greater.  

Why do we do things like this to one another?  Is it our own inner insecurities that make it so hard to just love, encourage, and support one another?  What makes one person not get along with another?  I have pondered these questions over and over in the last several years.  I don’t understand why people like to hurt each other or not get along – especially in our churches. We are to be yoked to Christ, behaving like Him, loving as He does.  He has forgiven the worst of offenses, eaten with the poor, saved the criminal, loved the homeless, the drug addicts… why can’t we do the same?  We are certainly not any better than any of them.  We, as believers, should hold ourselves to a higher standard to forgive more easily, love more readily, and serve without question.  3ed9740

We get our feelings hurt and decide to punish by withholding forgiveness.  We get angry so we hold grudges.  We feel insecure so we gossip.  How much sense does any of this make?  At the end of the day, you have withheld the love you could have shared, the example you could have been, and most of all, you have disappointed the One who gave you the life you are living and everything in it.  And for what?  A few moments of personal gratification that is sinful?  

Regardless of what everyone else is doing, regardless of your selfish human feelings, regardless of what the world teaches, be the first one to make a move and break the mold.  Be the first one to show that Christ is in charge of your life and not you.  Be the first to stand up and say, “I forgive you.”  Be the first to stand up and say, “I’m sorry”.  Be the first to say, “I love you. I cherish you. I support you.”  Be the first to pray for the homeless man on the corner instead of trash talking him as you pass by him about how he needs to get a job.  Do you know his story anymore than he knows yours?  

young-man-elderly-woman-visiting-1080937-printBe the first to reach out to the quiet person who you assume is a snob or thinks she is better.  Do you know what is in her heart anymore than she knows what is in yours?  Be the first to speak to the elderly or serve them.  Can you just imagine what stories they could share with you from the life they have lived?  They look in the mirror and see the child, the teen, the twenty-something, the forty-something… they once were.  They look in the mirror with wiser eyes, matured heart, and full of lessons learned.  Oh what they could share with us about how to live!  

Step out of your comfort zone.  Step out on faith.  Jesus has never left you and He never will.  Every step you take He is right beside you holding your hand with more love than we could ever feel from one another.  He will guide you in loving, encouraging, and serving others for it is all for His glory.  So go ahead.  Be the first!love brother